Hello ya’all, i hope everyones in good spirits & stable. Boy has it been a terrible month for me, i had my surgery Jan 30th, that was a God send as you know, the pain i endured up til then, unbearable!. But, now that that bitch is gone, my Sigmoid tumor (now 5.7cm) seems to wanna rule the roost & be the next bigshot to cause me grief. I almost tapped out last week to go to the ER, cause up till last Wednesday, i hadnt had a decent bowel movement in over 2 weeks, i tried it all and nothing worked, i even bought the gadget “Squatty Potty” (or is it called “Stool Stool” I forget?) for better bowel movement posture. Finally after munchin pounds of apples, pears i finally went a lil bit all thru the day & ever since. By me not going for so long, it caused SEVERE cyatica (spelling?) nerve pain 24-7…ive lost about 11 or 12 lbs. (USA Weight) in under 25 days, i was at 180 now im at 169, it caused me not to want to eat, but i do look Fab-U Luuuus! I can fit into some cool cloths iv had for years that i didnt wear haha..It was all so terrible..That damn tumor is about 2 inches and the Sigmoid area is the smallest “inner” diameter of the colon at just under 1 inch so, do the math, colon walls can only give very little to alow something to pass and my stupid tumor happens to reside in the Lumens area of the colon wall wich is basicly dead center, smack dab in the middle like a golfball stuck in a pipe!(haha), i knew this day would come if meds didnt work. Surgerys an option but, for Palliative care reasons only, and im fine with that BELIEVE you me!. Ill post a separate post of my Pathology Report on that side tumor they dug out, a growing “Necrotic” beast that dished out pain like it was totally living!! (The UnDead?) , very strange but, i dont wanna ruin the report for you, youll see why it grew…Tomorrows my infuse #2, of the ICOS & OX40 all day adventure. I love you guys, we’ll make it to the finish line one way or the other…..
Love & Respect,
SOX-10 Mike
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