Hi, Mike! I feel kinda down & out too. It’s a normal response in the melanoma world we live in. Maybe watch some Ren & Stimpy to cheer up! Or Bob’s Burgers ! It makes me laugh out loud! I also really like the Jim Gaffigan comedy specials on netfix or prime ( i forget which). Maybe I will follow my own advice…hmmm. The docs said a couple times the pancreatitis could be from cancer which they say would be rare but the procedure to look closer at the pancreas can’t be done til it heals some. Anyway, I start radiation to my face and neck next week. More mets found in neck on the PET I had Oct 16. Then the taf/ mek combo starts in January. You have been through so many tough treatments. I know you can handle the monoclonal therapy. Keep your head up ( YOU are your best advocate), keep your humor ( laughter really is the best medicine), keep your heart out (sharing with us on the forum). You are an inspiration to me and many others on the forum! Hang in there, friend!