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    JoshF
    Participant

      Hello everyone! It's been awhile since I've visited as I need a break. After Artie passed and I recurred again, things hit me hard…this disease just sucks. I see people are doing well while others are having challenges. I've thought about many of you who've I communicated with in this forum; praying you're doing well. For those who are new and I haven't made your acquaintance…welcome you're in a good place with good people. I did a bit of poking around and saw many familiar names which is great! Special call out to Celeste(Bubbles) who has been a beacon of light and wealth of information!!! I saw a MRF publication in oncologist office with you on the cover and your story!!! Awesome!!!

      Not sure where I left off when I took my break but after 4th recurrence (sub q to left arm pit), I didn't have to do the surgery for margins, my surgical onc at Northwestern said not necessary so I started the Nivo in November as adjuvant treatment being NED and believe I'll have my 8th dose next week. Overall, feeling fine with minor side effects; itchy skin (rash) and need to increase synthroid meds. I've had a few things removed…currently waiting on pathology for small bump removed from neck/collarbone area. A little freaked about this one…haven't had the best luck in past. Of course as we all know the waiting and anxiety is overwhelming. Keep asking myself if this is mel….then the Nivo is not working??? Hopefully they have more in the pipeline.

      Wishing everyone the best! Keep on fighting!!!

       

      Josh

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        Bubbles
        Participant

          Hey Josh!!!  Thanks for the call-out and the update!!!  I've been thinking about you! I know it is tough…sorry about the nivo itch and the synthroid business…but hang in there!!!  You got this!!!! Celeste

          Bubbles
          Participant

            Hey Josh!!!  Thanks for the call-out and the update!!!  I've been thinking about you! I know it is tough…sorry about the nivo itch and the synthroid business…but hang in there!!!  You got this!!!! Celeste

            Bubbles
            Participant

              Hey Josh!!!  Thanks for the call-out and the update!!!  I've been thinking about you! I know it is tough…sorry about the nivo itch and the synthroid business…but hang in there!!!  You got this!!!! Celeste

              jenny22
              Participant

                Hi Josh- Nice to see you posting….

                I am keeping my fingers crossed that the path report from this latest "bump" comes back as something other than MEL.

                Hoping your upcoming NIVO treatments keep you NED with only minimal side effects…

                Will be looking for your next post and hoping for good news!

                 

                Best,

                jenny

                 

                jenny22
                Participant

                  Hi Josh- Nice to see you posting….

                  I am keeping my fingers crossed that the path report from this latest "bump" comes back as something other than MEL.

                  Hoping your upcoming NIVO treatments keep you NED with only minimal side effects…

                  Will be looking for your next post and hoping for good news!

                   

                  Best,

                  jenny

                   

                  jenny22
                  Participant

                    Hi Josh- Nice to see you posting….

                    I am keeping my fingers crossed that the path report from this latest "bump" comes back as something other than MEL.

                    Hoping your upcoming NIVO treatments keep you NED with only minimal side effects…

                    Will be looking for your next post and hoping for good news!

                     

                    Best,

                    jenny

                     

                    BrianP
                    Participant

                      Good to hear from you Josh.  Sorry about your latest challenges.  Hang in there.  Glad to hear you are tolerating the Nivo without too much difficulty. 

                      Brian

                      BrianP
                      Participant

                        Good to hear from you Josh.  Sorry about your latest challenges.  Hang in there.  Glad to hear you are tolerating the Nivo without too much difficulty. 

                        Brian

                        BrianP
                        Participant

                          Good to hear from you Josh.  Sorry about your latest challenges.  Hang in there.  Glad to hear you are tolerating the Nivo without too much difficulty. 

                          Brian

                          Mat
                          Participant

                            Josh, good to hear from you and that you're doing well.

                            Mat
                            Participant

                              Josh, good to hear from you and that you're doing well.

                              Mat
                              Participant

                                Josh, good to hear from you and that you're doing well.

                                Eileensulliv
                                Participant

                                  Hey Josh! I'm happy to see your update and that you are doing well! I know this has been a bumpy road for you, but your resilience and honest feelings about this stuff is spot on. Ive done over twenty infusions of nivo so far, tomorrow's scan will tell if I get to keep my NED status! Praying for you!

                                  Eileensulliv
                                  Participant

                                    Hey Josh! I'm happy to see your update and that you are doing well! I know this has been a bumpy road for you, but your resilience and honest feelings about this stuff is spot on. Ive done over twenty infusions of nivo so far, tomorrow's scan will tell if I get to keep my NED status! Praying for you!

                                    Eileensulliv
                                    Participant

                                      Hey Josh! I'm happy to see your update and that you are doing well! I know this has been a bumpy road for you, but your resilience and honest feelings about this stuff is spot on. Ive done over twenty infusions of nivo so far, tomorrow's scan will tell if I get to keep my NED status! Praying for you!

                                      _Paul_
                                      Participant

                                        Its great to hear you are doing well on the nivo Josh. I hope you get your path reports back quickly.

                                        Wishing the best for you – Paul

                                        _Paul_
                                        Participant

                                          Its great to hear you are doing well on the nivo Josh. I hope you get your path reports back quickly.

                                          Wishing the best for you – Paul

                                          _Paul_
                                          Participant

                                            Its great to hear you are doing well on the nivo Josh. I hope you get your path reports back quickly.

                                            Wishing the best for you – Paul

                                              Maureen038
                                              Participant

                                                I'm wishing you the best news Josh!!

                                                Maureen

                                                Maureen038
                                                Participant

                                                  I'm wishing you the best news Josh!!

                                                  Maureen

                                                  Maureen038
                                                  Participant

                                                    I'm wishing you the best news Josh!!

                                                    Maureen

                                                  Momofjake
                                                  Participant

                                                    Thanks for the update Josh. I am with you. I really struggled with Artie's goodbye. I haven't posted much. I am always happy and very grateful to see NED anywhere on here! Hoping path comes back good, if not you just get after this crap fast! You are starting from a good place. 

                                                    Jake, now 18, has scans 3/7. I hate the whole process! He has been on keytruda 9 mo now. Some shrunk. Some grew. For now he just lives best he can!! 

                                                    I am glad you wrote. Let us know how it goes–either way. You have some pretty amazing peeps on here!! 

                                                    Prayers,

                                                    kerri–momofjake

                                                    Momofjake
                                                    Participant

                                                      Thanks for the update Josh. I am with you. I really struggled with Artie's goodbye. I haven't posted much. I am always happy and very grateful to see NED anywhere on here! Hoping path comes back good, if not you just get after this crap fast! You are starting from a good place. 

                                                      Jake, now 18, has scans 3/7. I hate the whole process! He has been on keytruda 9 mo now. Some shrunk. Some grew. For now he just lives best he can!! 

                                                      I am glad you wrote. Let us know how it goes–either way. You have some pretty amazing peeps on here!! 

                                                      Prayers,

                                                      kerri–momofjake

                                                        JoshF
                                                        Participant

                                                          Hi Kerri-

                                                          Thanks  for response. I've been very fortunate even though I haven't had luck with these tiny bumps removed, maybe this is the time. It's the anxiety now that always gets best of me…the looming question if it is mel…is the Nivo not working??? Just hate it.

                                                          I've read your profile and posts in past regarding Jake. I honestly never responded to any as it is too hard. I check the posts with anticipation and hope of hearing the best news.  I hate seeing this for anyone let alone a teenage boy. Is there a chance to move to Nivo if needed after scans on 3/7? Any other treatment options? Trials? I'll be prayng for Jake & family.

                                                           

                                                          Josh

                                                          JoshF
                                                          Participant

                                                            Hi Kerri-

                                                            Thanks  for response. I've been very fortunate even though I haven't had luck with these tiny bumps removed, maybe this is the time. It's the anxiety now that always gets best of me…the looming question if it is mel…is the Nivo not working??? Just hate it.

                                                            I've read your profile and posts in past regarding Jake. I honestly never responded to any as it is too hard. I check the posts with anticipation and hope of hearing the best news.  I hate seeing this for anyone let alone a teenage boy. Is there a chance to move to Nivo if needed after scans on 3/7? Any other treatment options? Trials? I'll be prayng for Jake & family.

                                                             

                                                            Josh

                                                            JoshF
                                                            Participant

                                                              Hi Kerri-

                                                              Thanks  for response. I've been very fortunate even though I haven't had luck with these tiny bumps removed, maybe this is the time. It's the anxiety now that always gets best of me…the looming question if it is mel…is the Nivo not working??? Just hate it.

                                                              I've read your profile and posts in past regarding Jake. I honestly never responded to any as it is too hard. I check the posts with anticipation and hope of hearing the best news.  I hate seeing this for anyone let alone a teenage boy. Is there a chance to move to Nivo if needed after scans on 3/7? Any other treatment options? Trials? I'll be prayng for Jake & family.

                                                               

                                                              Josh

                                                            Momofjake
                                                            Participant

                                                              Thanks for the update Josh. I am with you. I really struggled with Artie's goodbye. I haven't posted much. I am always happy and very grateful to see NED anywhere on here! Hoping path comes back good, if not you just get after this crap fast! You are starting from a good place. 

                                                              Jake, now 18, has scans 3/7. I hate the whole process! He has been on keytruda 9 mo now. Some shrunk. Some grew. For now he just lives best he can!! 

                                                              I am glad you wrote. Let us know how it goes–either way. You have some pretty amazing peeps on here!! 

                                                              Prayers,

                                                              kerri–momofjake

                                                              JoshF
                                                              Participant

                                                                Thanks for responses everyone…appreciate it and like hearing from everyone. Guessing I should get some results next week….think path usually takes a week. It's amazing what I missed in just a couple of months… I'll try to give another update in a week or so. As always, appreciate everyone's support!!! Wishing you all the best!

                                                                JoshF
                                                                Participant

                                                                  Thanks for responses everyone…appreciate it and like hearing from everyone. Guessing I should get some results next week….think path usually takes a week. It's amazing what I missed in just a couple of months… I'll try to give another update in a week or so. As always, appreciate everyone's support!!! Wishing you all the best!

                                                                  JoshF
                                                                  Participant

                                                                    Thanks for responses everyone…appreciate it and like hearing from everyone. Guessing I should get some results next week….think path usually takes a week. It's amazing what I missed in just a couple of months… I'll try to give another update in a week or so. As always, appreciate everyone's support!!! Wishing you all the best!

                                                                    AshleyS
                                                                    Participant

                                                                      Hey Josh,

                                                                      Thanks for the update. I'll be praying for you as you await scan results. 

                                                                      Ashley

                                                                      AshleyS
                                                                      Participant

                                                                        Hey Josh,

                                                                        Thanks for the update. I'll be praying for you as you await scan results. 

                                                                        Ashley

                                                                        AshleyS
                                                                        Participant

                                                                          Hey Josh,

                                                                          Thanks for the update. I'll be praying for you as you await scan results. 

                                                                          Ashley

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