Hi Mike! This is literally my FIRST post here. I’ve been a lurker for a couple of months now, but I really wanted to reach out to you. I don’t have any words of wisdom, because I haven’t gone through what you have, but I do want to tell you that it’s ok that you backed out, and it’s ok if you upset people. They will get over it. You are always so encouraging and lighthearted with everyone on this board. I can tell (from my awesome lurking skills) that you make a big difference in this world every day through your messages to the other amazing people on this forum, and you also make a difference to me, and probably all the other lurkers who haven’t come forward yet ;). So I’m sending a big ol’ virtual hug to you through this thing. And you can just try again on the 17th. I’ll be rooting for you. 🙂