I'm sorry to hear you are feeling down. Holidays are stressful enough without being sick. In fact, each and every day can be hard to deal with. If you have struggled since February with few breakdowns, you are doing a really good job.
Thank God you have been able to spend time with grandbabies. There is nothing better. Enjoy each and every moment you can share yourself with them. They will be very blessed with your time.
It sounds like your journey has been tough, but you have come so far. Someone recently suggested to me to start my day with writing down "Today I am thankful for…" and list on paper 3 things each day, before your day begins. I have been doing that, and some days it is hard to find what to write down, but when I do, I can say it has helped me get a boost in the morning.
I hope each day you will feel blessed and feel the comfort of a prayer from someone who cares. I will be saying that prayer. One moment at a time…and don't be too rough on yourself if you have that breakdown. It's ok and won't last forever. BethA 3/B
