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Need good thoughts and reassurance

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    Gordknight
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      So just to give you a bit of history here back in October of 2014 I was diagnosed with stage 1a melanoma on my neck.  It was .22 mm depth, clark 2, no regression, no ulceration, no mitotic figures identified.  I obviously did not have SLNB.  Fastforward to two weeks ago I noticed a tiny (less than pea sized) lump about a half inch away from my scar.  I instantly paniced thinking it was a subq in transit met which would then obviously fast track me to stage 3.  

      I went and saw my derm today and he looked at it and removed it saying that he thought it was just a new mole developing ( I couldnt see pigment with the naked eye, could just feel it.)  I asked him about my fears and asked him what were the chances that this was related to my melanoma IE in transit met.  He said as close to 0% as he could say without actually saying zero.  He said the .1% chance it was related is the reason he removed it.  He then said less than 2% of melanoma patients with a melanoma as shallow as mine was recur and even then its almost always a local recurrence.  He has been practicing for over 15 years and he said that he has only seen in transit melanoma four times, all of which were black in color and from lesions deeper than mine.  He said they can be non pigmented or red or pink but they are almost always black if subq.  

      Now I trust my derm with my life, but I am back into full panic mode now.  I can't help but think this is an in transit lesion.  Any thoughts or reassurance would be great if you have a similar experience or hell even if you havent but have something to add.  Id really appreciate it.  Thank you!

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        WithinMySkin
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          First, good job on being vigilant! I think that's the most important thing about melanoma. I'm glad the derm took it seriously, too, and removed it. Did they do a punch biopsy or a shave biopsy? 

          My subQ in-transit was about the size of a chickpea and started out non pigmented, but then changed to purplish in color. So you really can't diagnose a subq based on color. But sounds like your primary was shallow and stage Ia bodes extremely well in the long run. 

          I'm crossing my fingers for you for good results!

            Gordknight
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              Thanks within.  I know that the odds are very much in my favor having such a thin and low risk melanoma and its more reasurrance that my derm who is very good says that the chances that this lump is related is as close to zero as you can get without saying zero.  I shoud know within the next day or two what the result is and I will surely let you know.  Thanks for the kind words.  I think I am on top of being vigilant.  Shit at this point Id say Im almost paranoid.. but better safe than sorry in this case.  I will NEVER take a chance where melanoma is concerned.  

              Gordknight
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                So great news!  Got the pathology back and it was merely an inflamed hair follicule!  Praise Odin!  

                Janner
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                  This is why my doc basically has a 6 week rule.  If it has not gone away or improved in 6 weeks, off it goes.  An inflamed hair follicle most likely would have resolved in that time, and no biopsy would be needed.  Not saying this for anything other than…..it doesn't help to panic and sometimes waiting and giving something a chance to heal on its own IS the best course.  Glad you're back on the mend now.

                  Janner
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                    This is why my doc basically has a 6 week rule.  If it has not gone away or improved in 6 weeks, off it goes.  An inflamed hair follicle most likely would have resolved in that time, and no biopsy would be needed.  Not saying this for anything other than…..it doesn't help to panic and sometimes waiting and giving something a chance to heal on its own IS the best course.  Glad you're back on the mend now.

                    Janner
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                      This is why my doc basically has a 6 week rule.  If it has not gone away or improved in 6 weeks, off it goes.  An inflamed hair follicle most likely would have resolved in that time, and no biopsy would be needed.  Not saying this for anything other than…..it doesn't help to panic and sometimes waiting and giving something a chance to heal on its own IS the best course.  Glad you're back on the mend now.

                      Gordknight
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                        So great news!  Got the pathology back and it was merely an inflamed hair follicule!  Praise Odin!  

                        Gordknight
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                          So great news!  Got the pathology back and it was merely an inflamed hair follicule!  Praise Odin!  

                          Gordknight
                          Participant

                            Thanks within.  I know that the odds are very much in my favor having such a thin and low risk melanoma and its more reasurrance that my derm who is very good says that the chances that this lump is related is as close to zero as you can get without saying zero.  I shoud know within the next day or two what the result is and I will surely let you know.  Thanks for the kind words.  I think I am on top of being vigilant.  Shit at this point Id say Im almost paranoid.. but better safe than sorry in this case.  I will NEVER take a chance where melanoma is concerned.  

                            Gordknight
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                              Thanks within.  I know that the odds are very much in my favor having such a thin and low risk melanoma and its more reasurrance that my derm who is very good says that the chances that this lump is related is as close to zero as you can get without saying zero.  I shoud know within the next day or two what the result is and I will surely let you know.  Thanks for the kind words.  I think I am on top of being vigilant.  Shit at this point Id say Im almost paranoid.. but better safe than sorry in this case.  I will NEVER take a chance where melanoma is concerned.  

                            WithinMySkin
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                              First, good job on being vigilant! I think that's the most important thing about melanoma. I'm glad the derm took it seriously, too, and removed it. Did they do a punch biopsy or a shave biopsy? 

                              My subQ in-transit was about the size of a chickpea and started out non pigmented, but then changed to purplish in color. So you really can't diagnose a subq based on color. But sounds like your primary was shallow and stage Ia bodes extremely well in the long run. 

                              I'm crossing my fingers for you for good results!

                              WithinMySkin
                              Participant

                                First, good job on being vigilant! I think that's the most important thing about melanoma. I'm glad the derm took it seriously, too, and removed it. Did they do a punch biopsy or a shave biopsy? 

                                My subQ in-transit was about the size of a chickpea and started out non pigmented, but then changed to purplish in color. So you really can't diagnose a subq based on color. But sounds like your primary was shallow and stage Ia bodes extremely well in the long run. 

                                I'm crossing my fingers for you for good results!

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